The Nightmare Begins Now....

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Went for Dashboard Confessional concert last night!!!! So freakin awesome man!!!! But it was much more toned down than All American Rejects. Firstly, we weren't allowed to stand up, and secondly we take pictures.... sheesh.. but screw it man! I did it anyway! hahahaa! Didn't know alot of their songs, just the famous ones, like "Hands Down", "Screaming Infidelities" and the all famous " Vindicated". Chris went crazy when the band came out, and I went crazy when they performed Vindicated, ahahah! We were screaming and singing, and I was struggling not to cough at the same time. At the end of the concert, no voice. However, Jo wanted to go Hush bar to get high, so Junni and I accompanied her, and boy did she get high at the end of it all. I had to be her walking stick and keep her upright while walking her home... Had to go to the doctor's today, throat was in the worst state ever...

Without further a do, here are the pics...

Dashboard on stage!

Group pic after a wonderful night....

Junni, Jo and I at Hush Bar, only Jo was freakin gone, although Junni seemed just as gone... haa

I SCARED YOU @ 1:43 AM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

All the tests popping up one after another, week after week... getting me in a pissy mood.. have to constantly hit the books, but usually end up pondering about the facts of life..

Been thinking alot about the issue on friendship... alot of ideas and theories flying through my mind, dunno how to put them to words...

I've been observing and noticing some people who puts on a mask when they're in a group, and when they're alone with another person, they put on another mask. Some even act all abusive, and treat you like shit when they're in front of the gang, and when they're alone with you, they become all nice and listen to your every word. To all these people, I have 2 words for u --- "FUCK OFF!" I dun need you around me, abusing me in one moment and act like you dun give a rat's ass about me in front of other people, and in another moment, ask if I've had dinner and how my day was. I mean, why bother putting on a front?! I can see right through you! The more u try to hide ur true face, the more I hate you. That's not wat friends do to one another. I know I don't have the rights to talk about friendship, since I don't really believe in it, but at least have the decency to talk about whatever that's been stuck up ur ass, rather than being all pissy. I'm not directing this at anyone, i'm just stating my point of view based on past experiences. I've met people who did such things to me before, asome even declared this childish "cold war" against me. Haa! They wanted a war, I gave them one! And a hell of a good one! I can do things I dun wanna do to friends, 'cause I know I have nothing to lose. For those who have been doin this to their friends, STOP IT! Just be upfront and say "I WOKE UP WITH A POLE STUCK UP MY ASS THIS MORNING!! DUN TALK TO ME TODAY! THANKS!" I'm sure ur frens will understand.

Boy do I miss my friends who's been through thick and thin with me, they are my truest friends an ass like me can have. You guys know who I'm referring to! yeah u! The one staring into the computer monitor! Yap, u! Don't have to be shy, hahaha! We abuse each other, but in a friendly and joking way, and we confront each other head on with watever we're pissed about. There's no need to guess what's wrong whatsoever. This is the reason why I dun really bother making friends, my policy is to have quality rather than quantity. And in a way, u make friends so u can use them, as quoted from my fren. I kinda agree with her, I mean, u wanna know someone because the person is smart so you can copy his/her work, or has a car so he/she can fetch you around, etc. We are all hypocrites deep down, well I'm not afriad to admit that I am, and when I die, I know I'm gonna see my buddies, dancing and chilling by the fiery depths of "heaven", haaa!

So, points to note:
1) Be upfront with your frens, do not treat one differently fron the rest
2) We are hypocrites
3) I'm an ass
4) U're an ass
5) Being friends with me demands alot from the opposite party, so for those who've survived my wrath, i salute you! haa!
6) Those who pissed me off........ "middle-finger salute" to you for being able to tick me off in the first place....

Song of the Post - Saints and Sailors by Dashboard Confessional

I SCARED YOU @ 10:36 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Been quite a while since my last post, 'cause of all the mid-sem tests popping up, and all the activities along the way, such as sleeping, etc. Went Mount Buller for a snowboarding trip last weekend, it was awesome, but could be better. Here's a narration of what I did from Friday to Sunday up at the mountains:

Day 1 (evening):
Trotted towards Christina's hostel with this huge bag to meet up with the rest of the people before going off, my shoulders almost popped out of my sockets. Her hostel is almost an exact replica of Hogward's! I was simply awed when I stepped in, it's like anytime I'd expect to see someone float up with a flying broom, and the paintings on the wall would move and talk to me suddenly, haa. After that, we headed up the bus, and started out 3 hr plus journey up the snowy peaks of mount buller. When we reached there, it wasn't as snowy as I thought, more like muddy and damp, kinda disappointing. Trees and grass were sprouting everywhere, it was a spring scenery rather than a winter scenery, we went too late lar! The first sight of the accomodation made my heart sank, sorry but i'm very particular about accomodation, haa.. it has to be of a certain standard, otherwise i'll be pissed. Guessed I've been spoilt by my dad, haa! but oh well, I paid so little, so I wasn't expecting much. Well, on the bright side, it's way way way better than army bunks!!! So I'm happy about that! haa! It was a shared hostel, so there were other people infesting the hostel apart from the Thai Society, ahaa! yeah, i'm thai, buahaaa! The rooms were damn small, and Jo-ann made me climb up to my bed! Imagine me! Climbing up just to sleep... what a pathetic sight.. maybe next time, I'll round up people who don't mind paying more for accomodation, and we'll stay at a better place, ahah! But on this trip, my main aim is to master snowboarding, so I dun really care about the accomodation.
Anyway, it was almost 10 when we unpacked and settled down. So, the only thing left to do was to idle around. I played mahjong with Chris and her friends, but the tiles were the size of my fingernails lar! Just breathing can send the tiles flying in all directions... quite pathetic. Her friends were speaking in cantonese, and chris didn't understand, but I doubt they knew that I understood what they were saying, nothing bad about us though, haaa!

Does it look like winter to u????!!!! Freakin hell.....

Day 2:
Woke up gawd damn early to go for snowboard-fitting and buy the tickets for ski-lifts as well as the lessons. The lessons were damn useful, but also very very tiring. I was sweating inside my jacket, and the thought of taking off my jacket to snowboard crossed my mind several times, haa. Halfway into the lessons, I was already panting, and my ankles were killing me, but I was going down the slopes "2 fast 2 furious", but the fall was also as fast and as furious. Many times when I stopped to check where the instructor was, he was all the way up on the slopes, so I had to take out my board and climb up the slope again. And when I reach there, he'd finish his briefing and ask everyone to practise again, sheesh...
By the end of the lessons, i was almost dying, and my ankles were long gone. My legs were starting to cramp up, but I was starting to get the hang of this new sport. We had lunch after that, and continued snowboarding for the rest of the day. My legs got worse and worse as the day went by, and it came to a point where the instant I fall, my legs would cramp up completely, and I wun be able to stand up for a while. It was damn bad! But I was able to change directions at will, and go down the slopes wif much ease, and wif great speeds! So exciting!!!!!! I'm a speed junkie! Tried doin some tricks , but didn't work, haaa! Just glad that I'm still in one piece....
That night, even before my head touched the pillow, I was already asleep, haaaa!

Day 3:
Worst day ever. It was raining, with lightning and thunder. The snow had been washed down by the rain, leaving the hard ice below. It was muddy everywhere, and the fog was utterly terrible! I couldn't see 5 metres in front of me! I stood in the rain wif shianny and jo for like 30 min, hoping the rain would stop, but to no avil. So I decided to use the magic carpet instead, which is this travellator which brings u up this small slope. After dragging the board to the queue area was about the go up, this attendant came up and stopped me, saying that due to bad weather, they had to stop the magic carpet till further notice. HUCKING FELL!!!!! So suah!!!!! Nvm, so I waited. and after 15 min, it was operating again. So i went up the magic carpet. Went I got off, culdn't even fasten my other leg to the board without slipping! Even when i sat down the fasten, my butt could hardly grip the floor! it was all hard ice! When is tood up, I fell immediately, and this carried on for a while until I managed to grip on some snow, and down I went, den fell again. Got up, went down, fell. The cycle repeated a few times, till i finally reached the bottom of the magic carpet. The terrain was so bad, it's like Disney on Ice, without Disney. So, I decided to just return the equipment, and go back to the hostel. For the rest of the day, shianny, jo and I watched "House" till the rest came back. Chris said while we were in the hostel, it started snowing!!! HUCKING FELL!!!!! So god damn pissed, stupid weather! Towards the evening, everyone packed up, and headed down the mountains.

The slopes on Day 2

My cool snowboards!!!!!

The "2 FAST 2 FURIOUS" GUYS CRAMPING ON THE SNOW!!!! hAA!

Chris and I having fun with the camera ahahaa!!

The slopes on day 3.... wait.... WAT SLOPE?!!?!!!

After a tiring day of snowboarding, the 3 snowboarders "forced" a smile...

Overall, I did enjoy the trip, and the hostel was pretty ok actually, because at the end of the day, u'll be too tired to care about how small the place is, and the only thing in ur mind would be heading for the soft comfy bed.... man... I WANNA SNOWBOARD SO BADLY!!!!!!!!! Need my fix of speed real soon!!!!

I SCARED YOU @ 6:16 PM